This is my first post here. I feel like since covid there have been very little avenues for me to pursue. So I wanted to start posting and reading here to see if anyone would understand.
I’m in this point in my life where I feel like I’ve reached my climax of greatness and there’s nothing left for me now but a downhill spiral.
I’ve found the love of my life, I have an amazing relationship with my family and friends, and I’m so close to graduating with honors in my studies. But I feel like theres no more drive in me.
I don’t know if I have the capacity to care about my studies anymore, and I don’t have the emotional maturity to not cry when things don’t go my way. My partner has had to deal with most.
I’ll have moments where I feel hopeful and in seconds I feel like no one cares about me and I lash out and cry. I’m going to try to post daily and see how I feel through the passing days.
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Value the beauty around you. God created such a beautiful place to live and everything works in harmony. Be thankful every day and wake up each morning saying “thank you for _____”. I have recently joined various groups on ‘meetup’ and find this to be a great avenue for social “replacement” during this pandemic. You have a gift and you should use it….whatever it may be.
I don’t believe in God.