I’m in a relationship. I don’t know if I should keep going or not. Im usually bad in relationships because I get bored easily. But its different this time. I moved to NC about 6 or 7 months ago. Liked it at first but now I miss florida. And my partner and I are moving there at the end of December. But he doesn’t seem excited like he says he is. And I’m having second d thoughts about the whole relationship. Theres no romance or surprises. He’s a hardcore mama’s boy. He still calls her ‘mommy’ at 26. Maybe it shouldn’t bother me but it does. I am constantly in a fantasy world dreaming of men that don’t exist and it makes the depression worse. I love him but I don’t know if I wanna be with him. My mind has been all over the place… He used to go behind my back and tell my mom what we talked about. He hasnt done it lately because I made him delete her number. I guess I would be more excited to go with him if he showed more emotion about it. Im not suicidal. But I definitely dont wanna be conscious anymore…