Could my life be any more pathetic? This is ridiculous. In the past 2 days I’ve been rejected by three different companies, and with the ABC Company (name changed) being the only iron in the fire that I have left, I have all my eggs in one basket. I’m 49 and I am working remotely doing work that I almost cannot do at all, and I’m living with my mom, having all my furniture and personal belongings in a storage locker. Am I married? No. Have I ever been married? No. Do I have any children? No. Have I ever had any children? No. I am contributing nothing to this world, and still haven’t found my place in it, even though in my past I thought I had. I just want to die. Die, die, die. Kill me, God… kill me now because this ridiculous torture is more than I can take. You said you had plans for me—plans to prosper and not to harm me. Have you prospered me? Ultimately, no. Have you allowed harm to come to me? Oh, HELL yes. What a fucking liar. I know I’ve made my mistakes, but Jesus, did it have to come to this? Why?
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