I found an email from this site today and I realized that I haven’t been here in more than 3 years. I got married. Got a dog. it’s nothing against my husband he is an amazing, charming, supportive, and loving man. He has Depression and Anxiety as well. Sometimes I feel like my PTSD guides me and the depression and anxiety fuel me. No matter how many times I say It’s ok…it just isn’t! I hide it well though I give myself credit for that because no matter where I am someone always asks me how I can always smile?
I tell them because IT can ALWAYS get worse.
Life experience has taught me that no matter how incredibly low you are… You can ALWAYS go LOWER. It’s a sad realization, and there is nothing I can do about it. SERENITY. For those who don’t know: GOD grant me the serenity to accept the things that I cannot change, the courage to change the things that I can and the wisdom to know the difference.