My teeth hurt… my head hurts. My heart, mind, and if I have a soul it im sure hurts as well. . My everythings is gone and without my everything’s I’m nothing my me hurts.. I thought if I could just get through to the new year I would be able to do this year but it’s lonely being alone and not at all how I imagined… I’m tired of waking up without them and going to bed with not one by my side… my days are just gloomy my heart just looming. The steps I was taking to brighten our futures the help I alone began seeking just as hard as it was to ask for all alone… my excitement and hope slowly deminished now I’m just here while all around me the world keeps spinning the lives continuously living and the confusion just builds with each passing hour as my days drag on my life im still my worst nightmare Ive been lost in