Hello, I recently lost my job, and this has brought back all the old feelings of despair, hopelessness, helplessness and panic. It’s this incredible darkness that threatens to completely overwhelm me; it’s like this inky thick blackness. I have PTSD and struggle with isolation. I’m trying to get connected. I’ve been doing all the wrong things to move forward, things … Read More
Hi.
I’m very thankful that I found this website, I usually don’t choose online platforms to cope with things but I’d figure I’d give this one a shot. I just want to read other people forums and maybe connect with people who are dealing with the same mental health issues I’m dealing with. I’ve never felt like I can really talk … Read More
The Story of My Life: The Person that Donated the Sperm
Hey. It’s Freddie. Freddie Santiago. I’m here to tell you the story of my life. Take a journey into the wonderful life of Freddie. Well… Maybe not. Although, that could change. Who knows? Oh. Wait. I do. Stick around. We’ll have a grand time. Here’s where it all began. It all started in 1997. The year I was born. My … Read More
Please help, I’m lost…
I dont know what to do. I’m lost in life. I dont matter, in my career, in my marriage, in anything. Suicide has entered my mind more often lately. I need help. I’ve never felt more alone in my life. I’m so tired of it all.
Surprise
I hate how I never know when it will come. I can go a day, maybe even two without feeling depressed, but then one little thing happens and it hits me in the stomach. I wish there were some kind of predictably to it. Some kind of pattern that I could be prepared for it, but there’s not. I’m stuck … Read More
When PTSD Attacks
When PTSD attacks It doesn’t matter how you normally act. It doesn’t matter what goal or pact you signed with yourself because you just feel sacked. When PTSD attacks, Your mind is focused on only one fact. The trauma you faced begins to rant and pace, tearing apart your inner space in a fight or flight race just to feel … Read More
My Depression and My Anxiety is up a Little
My Depresssion is up a Little and I am Not Sure why My Depression is up a Little at this time and My Anxiety is up a Little and I am Not Sure why My Anxiety is up a Little at this time and I am Stress Out at this time and I am very Sad at this time and … Read More
Here I am
I’ve been a bit down for a few weeks and needed an outlet. I found this site and thought I’d give it a try. I started journaling every day to start documenting how my days are going and how I am feeling throughout the day. I am starting to see a recurrence. I am up late every night until 2 … Read More