Could my life be any more pathetic?  This is ridiculous. In the past 2 days I’ve been rejected by three different companies, and with the ABC Company (name changed) being the only iron in the fire that I have left, I have all my eggs in one basket. I’m 49 and I am working remotely doing work that I almost … Read More

Today I met with the short-term/bridge counselor.  It was mostly an intake appointment but she was really nice and I was able to talk about all the recent transitions with therapists lately which helped me feel less anxious.  I’ll meet with her every two weeks for now.  I feel better about having something vs nothing in place. I told the … Read More

I never heard back from the therapist who said she’d send me appointment times in a couple of hours.  I think she probably doesn’t want to take me on as a patient and just isn’t saying that directly.  I would prefer that she just say it clearly though instead of me just wondering.  It’s discouraging to have one therapist who … Read More

I texted the therapist that my old therapist referred me to.  It had been 2 1/2 days since I got a text from her and I didn’t know if she got my last text or not. She messaged back that she had been working nonstop and that when she got a break she would send some appointment times for me … Read More

I don’t have a therapist at the moment which is kind of new for me. I think I could be doing worse than I am though. My old therapist referred me to another therapist in the same practice. She told me to text her or leave her a message to set up an appointment. I’m always so awkward and nervous … Read More

I’m having a lot of anxiety before I go to bed at night.  I don’t really know what to do with it. I just feel really anxious at the end of the day.   In the past, I would self-injure so I could calm down, but now I’m trying to do other things.  It’s hard not to fall into old habits … Read More

Yesterday I had to put my sweet thirteen year old cat Miss Trixie to sleep. She declined incredibly quickly and I promised her I would not let her suffer and I had to keep my promise. My heart is in pieces. Trixie battled kidney disease, inflammatory bowel disease, diabetes, and two bouts of cancer. She fought these diseases with sass … Read More

How else do you get through life except to actually just go through it I guess, even when it’s really hard. I had the same therapist for 22 years. And now I know that sounds kind of weird. For the longest time, I didn’t. About 2 years ago I started to realize that maybe that wasn’t normal, that maybe that … Read More

It’s been a really long time since I’ve been here.  Some really good things have happened over the years, and some not so good things have happened. I’m going to write more later,  but I just wanted to say hi to whoever is out there.  I hope everyone is doing ok and having a good Thursday.

Hardly any of the functions work on this website. Can’t send messages to other users. Won’t connect to chat. The forums page will not load. Half the resources will not load either. Let’s see what else am I forgetting?