This is my first post here. I feel like since covid there have been very little avenues for me to pursue. So I wanted to start posting and reading here to see if anyone would understand. I’m in this point in my life where I feel like I’ve reached my climax of greatness and there’s nothing left for me now … Read More

September 19 will be not frist birthday without my mom and dad because I lost them both early this year.  My mom died on Feb 1 5 and my dad died April 8 from covid 19 complications. I am struggling huge with depression and anxiety that I was in the hospital for it for a week  half for psych reasons.  … Read More

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Hello, my name is Kay. I have always suffered with depression and anxiety, but since graduating college and starting in my career I have had these spread out and random bouts of depression. For the most part I’m content, going through life as a “normal” person would, but then I’ll wake up one day and I just cannot bring myself … Read More

I’m sorry but this might be a long one just to get the background over with. i’m not sure if anyone actually reads these, but i guess that doesn’t matter, i think its more of the point of venting and letting it out even if there isn’t an ear that hears. Sorry if this is so, so disorganized.   i wrote … Read More

I’m 35 years old. I have always been told by many I am good looking and handsome. Muscular, athletic, very successful, educated, and intelligent. I can figure out how to fix or solve some of the most difficult problems in the world, but I cannot figure out why my life has been such torture and torment. I have tried everything … Read More

I just joined this site. I’m new to it, and I’m fairly new to depression. I’m 9 1/2 years sober after almost 30 years of steady drinking. I’ve always been upbeat, even in the face of alcoholism, serious repercussions from it, and losing just about everything. None of it was as soul-wrenching as my middle son leaving my life six … Read More

My name is Jason and I had actualy joined this site a few years back but my regular Email got flooded with spam when I made the mistake of entering some online sweepstakes nonsense. Live and learn I guess.   I am currently living in an emotionally abusive situation with my twin brother. For ten years I have tried to … Read More