I’m back from vacation in the uk of spending time with my partner.
I’m back to this horrible run down trailer. It’s still as horrible as ever. I’m still as alone here as ever. It will never be fixed. I will never be fixed. My disability money isn’t enough to move out. I only make about 800 a month and there are no apartments for that price here. I’m stuck in this run down trailer alone. I don’t know when I will be able to move in with my partner. I’m not sure if I will ever escape. I hate being back.
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I just got back from a vacation as well so I hear your rude awakening. I am sorry that it is so painful to be back and can hear your frustration with feeling trapped in the trailer alone and without your partner. I would love to hear about your trip if you would like to share and think that may help. There is always room to express how you are feeling here.
~Toni
My trip was good. We went out to see a movie one time and also to get sushi. Other than that we mostly stayed inside and enjoyed each other’s company. That was the best part honestly. Just having someone there and not being alone.
I know being back home is hard, but I am so glad you got that away time with your partner. Is there anything in particular that helps you feel closer to them when you are apart?
~Best wishes, Nicole