I never thought trying to Bettermyself for my kids would turn our so fucked I’ve never felt more alone or unwanted. I had not missed out on any of them growing but now I can’t even go see them in not permitted to step in school grounds not even for performances which I had always been to nor can I go to the doctors ofdice I missed my baby ‘s firsrs and I’m constantly reminded how much all this hurts because we’ll I’m just a fuck up that my family can’t stand and so they took my kids for state money!